Wednesday, April 29, 2009

HNT - My New Toy! (Well, ONE of the new ones)



This is the cat I just ordered. I had SO much fun with it on Tuesday night! Can't wait to use it again! :D

Help me get home? :)

Someone actually suggested that I take donations to raise money for a new lawyer to help get me away from my ex-husband, but since this is a much more realistic goal, I thought I'd try it:
Some of you may know that I am living in a city and state where I have no family or friends, and I can't move unless a judge or my ex-husband say I can. I haven't been back home to California for about 2 years now, I had to miss my grandmother's funeral, my other grandmother's health is failing, I'd like to see her before she passes, and I miss all of my family and friends! I'm hoping to get home at the end of June, but financially, it's iffy.
If you enjoy my stories and can find it in your heart to donate, I would love you forever. Even $1 would help! I will even send a special set of pictures, or maybe even a video to those who do! :D
Thanks so much to those who have donated already! *muah*






Babysitter Part 2

“You’re not embarrassed you got caught?” I asked in disbelief.
She gave a little giggle and, still working herself up and down slowly on the 8” cock, said, “You can’t be stupid enough to think this was an accident. It’s not like you came home early or anything.”
A slow smile crept across my face as I realized the planning that had gone into this and what her state of mind must have been while getting it all set up. I turned around and locked the front door, then walked over to behind the chair she was on, quickly entwining the fingers of one hand into her long, blonde hair and wrapping the other hand firmly around her throat. She gasped as I jerked her head back and ran my tongue from the base of her neck to her earlobe.
“So, tell me, you naughty bitch,” I demanded, “what is it that you want now? What did you imagine would happen, in your innocent little fantasies?”
She whimpered softly as I tightened my grip on her throat and pulled her head back further. “Did you think it would all just be fun and games? Did you think we’d play a little round of ‘I lick you, you lick me’? Or did you have any clue in that empty little head of yours that I would punish you severely for using my toy without permission?”
At the word “punish,” I squeezed her throat firmly and she made an effort to draw in a ragged breath. I loosened my grip a bit and continued, “I will NOT make this easy on you. But don’t worry, love, it won’t hurt TOO much, and if you’re a good girl, I may just let you cum.”
With that, my hand went from her throat to her hard nipple, pinching roughly and pulling upwards and I yanked up on her hair, forcing her to slide herself off of the dildo and into a standing position. “Now, you’re going to be a good little whore for Miss Panda, aren’t you?”
She whimpered her assent and then yelped as I slapped her breast.
“No, no, no. When I ask you a question, you say, ‘Yes, Miss Panda’ or ‘Yes, mistress.’ Do you understand?”
“Y-yes, mistress,” she replied, tears welling in her hazel eyes and her cute bottom lip quivering.
I stroked her breast comfortingly and released my tight grip on her hair. “There now, that’s not so bad. Now,” I cooed as I pulled the chair from between her legs and moved it to the side, “I want you down on all fours, ass up nice and high.”
Her eyes searched mine pleadingly for a few seconds, but with an encouraging tug on her hair she submitted and sank down to the floor. Her pretty round ass quivered a bit as she arched her back and stuck it in the air.
“Higher, and keep your head up,” I demanded as I used my foot to spread her knees further apart. She obeyed instantly, struggling to get her ass as high as possible. When I was satisfied with her positioning, I reassured her. “Good. Very good. Now you stay exactly like that while I go get a few other toys you seemed to have missed while you were searching for my collection.”
A visible shiver ran up her spine and I smacked her ass firmly with the palm of my hand before going into my bedroom, to the closet, and picking out the handful of instruments I would use on her.
When I returned to the living room, she was just as I had left her, head and ass lifted high, pussy deliciously exposed to me. Though her face betrayed her fear, I could see the glimmer of her juices at the lips of her pussy. Placing my toys on the coffee table, out of her eye line, I knelt in front of her face and looked deeply into her eyes.
“You’ve been a good girl so far, so here’s a little reward.” I placed my hand under her chin and lifted her face a little more, bringing her lips to mine and kissing her with intensity. She moaned softly as my tongue danced across hers. I pulled away just as she began to kiss more insistently. “Patience, love. You need your punishment before you get any more pleasure.”
I smiled at the worried look on her face. “Not so confident now, are you, you dirty slut?” I chuckled to myself. I was going to have fun with this one.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I was her first!

This is the cyber session I had last night. My female cyber partner had never cybered before, and I was honored to be her first. She did a great job for her first time. I am Panda, obviously, and her name has been changed to the initial 'E' (for Ecstasy ;) ). Hope you enjoy!

Panda: *walks up behind you and brushes your hair away from your ear*
Panda: *whispers softly* shhh, just follow my lead
Panda: *runs my tongue lightly along your earlobe*
E: *shivers all the way down my spine*
Panda: *places my hands on your shoulders and massages gently*
Panda: *sucks lightly on your ear, blowing my warm breath into it*
Panda: *moves my lips down your neck as my hands run from your shoulders down your chest*
Panda: *nibbling your neck gently*
E: *sucks in a quick breath at the sensation and leans back against you*
Panda: *traces my fingertips lightly along the outlines of your breasts and nipples, teasing them to attention*
Panda: *then takes your breasts fully in my hands and rolls your nipples in my fingers*
Panda: *still licking and nibbling on your neck*
E: Mmm.. that feels great..
Panda: *my left hand now trails down your stomach, brushes the inside of your thigh, comes to rest in between your thighs, feeling your heat*
Panda: *whispers in your ear* mmm, i can feel your desire radiating from here
Panda: *quickly turns your chair around so you are facing me and kisses you deeply*
Panda: *my hands leaving your thighs and your breasts and now running through your hair, grabbing the back of your neck*
E: *I moan into your mouth savoring the sensation*
Panda: *running my tongue along yours, biting your lower lip gently*
E: *I follow your lead, tracing my tongue along your lips*
Panda: *cups your chin as I pull my lips away from yours, looking deeply into your eyes*
Panda: I want you to undress for me.
E: *A smile creeps across my lips as I slip slowly from the chair*
Panda: *I take your place in the chair, ready to enjoy the show*
E: *taking my time I turn away from you, gazing at you from over my shoulder*
E: *I slip my fingers slowly under my t-shirt pulling it up to expose my back before tugging over my head*
E: mmm, you tease *I smile and lick my lips*
E: *I run a hand through my messy hair as I toss the shirt aside, still watching you over my shoulder*
E: Don't worry, love, your hair will get much messier by the time I'm through with you. *wink*
E: *I turn to face you so you can watch as I unbutton my jeans, pulling the zipper down gently*
Panda: mmm, yes
E: *Sliding my hands into the waist I push them down lowly, letting them drop to the floor before I step out of them and kick them aside with one bare leg*
Panda: *huge grin as I see those beautiful legs exposed to me*
E: *I stop undressing for the moment, running my fingers up my thighs and and stomach to my breasts, wanting to prolong this moment*
Panda: Mmmm *licks my lips again, breathing becoming heavier*
Panda: *I run my own hands down between my thighs and begin rubbing slightly*
E: *I slip a finger under each of my bra straps, pulling them down off my shoulders before reaching around to the clasp behind me*
E: *I slide my fingers back, caressing my breasts through the lacy material of my bra, before tossing it away*
Panda: *I gasp softly as your perfect breasts are revealed*
Panda: mmmm
Panda: *rubbing myself a little harder*
E: *I trace my breasts with long fingers before sliding down to my panties*
E: *Tracing my finger along the elastic and pulling it down ever so slowly*
Panda: *I bite my lip in anticipation*
E: *I pull them slowly off me, letting them drop to the floor before stepping out of them*
Panda: mmm *I take a few seconds to drink you all in before standing up and walking over to you*
Panda: *wrapping my fingers in your hair, I pull your head back and dive into a very deep kiss*
Panda: *I use my free hand to trace my fingernails very lightly over the skin of your back, up and over your shoulder, over your breasts*
Panda: *I pinch your hardened nipples*
Panda: *I use my grip in your hair to pull your face away from mine*
Panda: *I quickly stoop down and take your nipple in my mouth*
Panda: *rolling my tongue around it, suckling gently*
E: *I gasp at the sensation, holding the back of your head to me*
Panda: *releasing your hair, placing one hand on the small of your back and one between your shoulder blades, pulling you closer into me*
Panda: *I suck and nibble hungrily at your breast*
Panda: *my lower hand drifts down to your ass, grabbing firmly*
E: Mmm.. yes
Panda: *I sneak one finger in between your cheeks and rub your asshole very gently*
E: *More shivers run up my spine, and I take your breasts in my hands, massaging them*
Panda: *I move my other hand from your back and run it up your thigh to your pussy, feeling your wetness*
Panda: mmmm *I moan against your nipple*
Panda: *I begin to rub your clit gently*
E: Mmm...
Panda: *I move my fingers from your clit to your pussy, teasing open your warm folds and slipping my middle finger inside*
Panda: *I press it deep inside of you, finding your G-spot and rubbing it*
Panda: *using the heel of my palm to rub your clit*
E: *I moan loudly, pressing myself tighter against you*
Panda: *my finger still inside of you, I move my hand from your ass up to your shoulder and push you down to your knees, moving with you*
Panda: *from your knees, I push you backwards to the floor*
Panda: *continuing to stroke your G-spot and rub your clit*
Panda: *pushing your knees open with my free hand, I position myself between your thighs*
Panda: *running my tongue from your knee up the inside of your thigh*
Panda: *nibbling gently on the very deepest part of your thigh, just before your pussy begins*
E: *I gasp as my hips buck, wanting that warmth just a bit farther*
Panda: *I smile, knowing I've got you where I want you and continue to dance my tongue around your pussy but never actually touching it*
Panda: *still rubbing your G-spot with my finger*
E: *I moan as my hips buck again and again*
Panda: *I whisper mischeviously* If you want my tongue where I think you want it, you need to tell me.
Panda: Tell me how much you want it.
Panda: Tell me, E.
E: Mmm... I really want you to lick my pussy
Panda: Mmm *I smile for a split second before diving in, attacking your clit with my tongue*
E: *I gasp at the contact that I had been aching for*
E: *My back arches, my pussy craving all the contact it can with your mouth*
Panda: *I suck hungrily on your clit, rolling m tongue around it*
Panda: *rubbing your G-spot with more fervor*
Panda: *moaning onto your clit, vibrations causing even more intense sensations*
Panda: *I slip a second finger in you as well, fucking your pussy with both fingers*
E: *I moan loudly, holding the back of your head to me as I get closer and closer to climax*
Panda: *fucking and sucking even harder, I use my free hand to begin massaging your asshole again*
E: mmmmm
Panda: *furiously trying to bring you to climax, wanting to feel your pussy spasm around my fingers*
E: *I twitch as the first round hits me*
E: *Moaning loudly I push myself further into your fingers*
Panda: oooooohhhh *moaning into your pussy*
Panda: *still licking and fucking*
E: Mmmm.. *It hits me hard and my muscles spasm around your fingers, coating your mouth with my juices*
Panda: *i gasp and try to swallow all of your juices*
Panda: MMM!!
Panda: *tongue still working your clit furiously*
E: *I lay twitching from the aftershocks, breathing heavily*
Panda: *slowing my tongue and my fingers, allowing you to come down8
Panda: *I pull my fingers out of you and bring them to my mouth, sucking every last drop of you off of me*
E: *I moan as you pull them out, sending another wave of aftershocks up my spine*
Panda: *I smile down at you as your breasts heave invitingly*
Panda: *I kiss each of your nipples lightly*
Panda: Sooo... how was that?
E: Wow..
E: lol
E: that was fun

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Babysitter Part 1 (MfM - Suction)

As I returned home from my date, I didn’t think the night could have gone any better. A first date is always nerve-wracking for me, as cool as I may play things, but it went really well, we got along great, and even though he gave me a very intense kiss when he dropped me off at home, I was a good girl and didn’t invite him up. Didn’t want to be *too* forward on the first date, you know. ;)
Now as I climbed the stairs to my apartment, all I could think of was paying the babysitter, sending her home, and climbing into bed with a toy or two to take care of the throbbing in my clit. His kiss really *was* that electrifying. As I climbed the last step, my shoe slipped off so I steadied myself against my front door frame to put it back on. With my head bent over close to the door, I could hear some sort of commotion coming from inside my apartment, it sounded like someone being slapped.
I was startled and frightened at first and I quickly stuck the key into the lock but paused as I realized I could pick out the sound of soft moaning and the soundtrack to my favorite porn DVD amongst the slapping sounds. “The little bitch found my collection,” I thought to myself with a smirk. I slowly and quietly turned the key in the lock and then the doorknob, anticipating the classic look or horror and embarrassment I would see on her face when she found she had been caught.
With the doorknob fully turned, I pushed the door open just a crack. My front door opens into my living room and my tv is on the wall opposite the door. Sure enough, on the screen was the best scene of my favorite DVD, a smoking hot Latina getting stuffed from both ends by 2 well-endowed studs. And there, right in front of the tv, was the cute, innocent-looking babysitter, fucking herself with my large suction cup dildo, which was suctioned firmly to a dining room chair.
I watched her pert little breasts bounce up and down as she rode the cock and felt myself getting wet as I heard soft moans escape her lips. With a big smile on my face, I pushed the door all the way open, stepped in, and closed the door with a bit of force behind me. She jumped a bit at the sound of the door and whipped her head around to see me, but instead of the wide eyes and quick blush that I expected to see, her eyes stared at me steadily and she licked her lips, catching me deliciously off guard…

Friday, April 24, 2009

You Tell Me

You tell me that you've missed me
but yet you're never here.
You tell me I'm important
but you don't comfort me when I fear.
You tell me you want me around
but one day a week is enough.
You tell me I can share with you
but you're never good with emotional stuff.
You tell me this, you tell me that,
and your words all sound so good.
But where are the actions to back them up?
You don't do the things you should.
No matter how well things seem to go
you always find a way to let me down.
I'm not without feelings,
I'm not the ever-smiling clown.
You're content with the way things are
but I most certainly am not.
I have given it the good 'ol college try,
I've given you a worthy shot.
Now the question is,
though it may sound strange,
when am I going to get the strength
to tell myself to make the change?

Thursday, April 23, 2009

HNT


Just another day at school. If only my students knew what I did when they were out of the classroom, eh? ;)

Friday, April 17, 2009

MfM - Better Late Than Never

This week's topic was Growth. This year has been full of personal growth, so I went with that. It's not much of a sexy story, but I hope you enjoy nonetheless.



It’s hard to believe that it’s been almost a year since I met you. My first experience in dating after my separation, and look how well it turned out. When I left him, I was broken down, a shadow of my former self. The years of his bullshit had basically pushed any self-confidence I had out the window. After leaving him, I didn’t expect to start dating so soon, let alone find someone I clicked so well with. But you were the first and I know that you were sent to me not only to help me return to who I was before him, but also to help me grow into something so much more. You opened my eyes to so many things: what a real man is like, how comfortable two people can be with each other, how my wants and needs can come first, how I can give myself completely to someone else again. It’s been a year of giving into my desires, of learning new things about myself, of finding pleasure out of giving pleasure, of mind-blowing sex, of new kinks, of long hours of talking and holding one another. Things with us aren’t ideal for me, I want so much more of you than I have, but I am a new woman because of you, and I am eternally grateful.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Happy Early HNT!









To make up for my lack of a MfM, which I still plan on writing before the next MfM is posted (I promise! Things have been so hectic), I am posting my HNT early AND including a few different pictures. Hope you enjoy! :)




Wednesday, April 8, 2009

It's HNT time once again!


This was the corset I bought and wore for Valentine's Day. Yes, I know, the boy who got to experience it was lucky. ;) Maybe some day I'll post a picture of the full outfit, garters, stockings, heels and all. ;)

Monday, April 6, 2009

It's in the Cards (MfM submission)


My first time in Vegas and I was living it up. Sure, I was there for my friend’s bachelorette party, but she was fairly conservative and was in bed before 1am every night we were there. After I was a good friend and tucked her in bed, another friend and I would head back out to the casino or the club and let loose. Even though we were hit on by men left and right, none of them had any game, none of them were lucky enough to get me back to their hotel rooms.
Our last night in Vegas, though, once again the bride-to-be was asleep early, and while my crazy companion was hitting the slots, I decided to go big at the Blackjack table. A few hands in, I was up $150 and feeling good when I felt a body slide into the empty seat next to me.
“If you get Blackjack in the next hand, you come up to my room with me. Deal?”
His whispered breath is warm on my ear but still sends a shiver down my spine. I look over to see who has the nerve enough to say something like this to me and find myself staring into the most beautiful green eyes I’ve ever seen, in stark contrast to his jet black hair. His confident smile reveals perfectly straight, perfectly white teeth and a sexy dimple in each of his cheeks. I’m so mesmerized by those eyes and that smile that I don’t notice anything else about him.
I pull my eyes away from him as the dealer says, “Place your bets.” I give my best attempt at an eye roll and a sigh of annoyance but do not answer the mystery man. I put down a $100 chip and the dealer lays down my first card. An Ace. The mystery man gives a little chuckle. I can feel his piercing eyes on me but don’t give him the satisfaction of looking.
As if to test my resolve, the mystery man puts his hand on my bare knee. His flesh is like fire on my cool skin. I jump slightly, but still don’t say anything. The dealer shoots me a concerned look but I give him a small smile and shake my head to tell him there’s nothing to be worried about. He shrugs and places the next card in front of me. The King of Hearts.
Mystery man’s hand moves slightly up my thigh. “Blackjack!” says the dealer and he pushes over my winnings. I’m stunned and can’t move. Mystery man takes my purse off of my lap, places the chips in it, takes my hand and pulls me up out of my chair. Even though I am a tall woman, 5’10”, he still towers over me. He must be 6’6”, at least. He leans down and whispers, “I’m your King tonight. It’s in the cards.” With a wink, he leads me away.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

HNT - Tub Time!


This is supposed to fit the "blushing" theme, but it's hard to see since I took this pic with my camera phone. My legs, tummy and chest are flushed red because of the hot water and because I had just finished cumming when I took this. Enjoy! ;)